Eating Disorder

Ever since heart surgery I never get full. One day not so long ago, I got a bag of 3-Musketeers fun size candy bars.

I opened the bag at my desk to eat just two. I was entranced with the computer and Internet doing what I do not remember.

At some point I realized the bag was empty. I ate the whole bag in one sitting. I was NOT full.

Many times I will eat a good-sized portion of a meal and 30 minutes later I am eating something else. I know it is bad for my diabetes but it is not a conscious decision to eat. I just eat.

I never feel full just hungry. So now I eat a perfect portion and take a nap. When I wake up I no longer have a craving for food.

Whenever I sleep I go for as long as I can before I eat after waking. Once anything passes my lips I’ll eat continuously until I go back to sleep.

And I never feel full.